bismillah..

harini masuk hari ke 4 ana bekerja..fuh sangat terasa kemalasan melanda diri!

life has change too...too much i couldnt write everything here. getting ready in the morning can no longer be the same. i have to prepare myself; bath etc n have to make some time to pump milk..nak pump tu adalah about half an hour to gain some 3oz milk!wah..quite mencabar minda tau..but its ok..

in the evening pula i have to rush back home (from serdang to shah alam) to fetch my baby at nursery. after 6pm they will charge extra rm5 for every hour..mind you that every day hv to pay about rm20..its ok as long the baby's ok..but the additional rm5 i wont give easily..hehe,. but to tell the truth, i just cant stop thinking about my baby during work, and as a result, i cant wait to fetch him in the evening! dulu dgr dari mulut orang je, 'kesian ana saya duduk kat nurseri lama2..'..dulu tak dapat nak figure out nape nak kesian pula?kalau dah dibawah penjagaan ok??now i realise this is because as a mother, i guess the feeling of how u take care of ur baby is better than others cannot be push away easily..its inevitable..

lepas ambil salahuddin, the work does not stop there..hv to clean up bekas2 susu n pump yang belum dibasuh selepas diguna di nurseri n workplace..hv to basuh baju n sidai that night kalau dapat, have to layan2 baby n husband etc..alhamdulillah kaklong dah masak semua, kalu tak masak makan malam termasuk dalam things to do list..bersalah juga pada kaklong yang banyak membantu..tapi what can i do??sampai rumah dah dekat kul 6.30pm..

malam tu belum sampai 11pm dah ngantuk..tu belum lagi salhuddin tak tidur malam..ni yang rasa tak sabar nak duduk bangi ni..hmm manusia...'apa yang ada jarang disyukuri..apa yang tiada..sering dirisaukan..' ahhhh, tulah ana!astaghfirullah...

kat UPM ni keadaan pun dah sedikit berbeza, makin lawa pula nampak..cuma satu je makin ditelan zaman, sungai fakulti kej yang sudahpun menampakkan tanda2 eutrophication..dah makin keruh sangat! kesian..takpelah hopefully dapatlah pihak yang bertanggungjawab membuat sesuatu utk mengatasi eutrofikasi ni..

semalam dah mula jaga lab student..ni jap lagi ada lagi lab student..kagum ana budak2 ni suka sangat buat lab..excited je dorang macam tak nak balik..ana yang resah resah ta sabar nak diorang habis..hmm..

berposing pulak budak budak ni..

ok sampai sini dulu nanti bebila leh sambng lg..

wassalam